I'm speechless β I was actually asked by my mom whether I've taken contraceptive measures π
About
Based in: Taichung, Taiwan. π¨π³ Height 170cm, weight 50kg, Pisces
Dynamics
Other young girls walk by with what scents β Dior, LancΓ΄me, Saint Laurent. When I walk by, it's Hongli, Hehua, Lao Tai (cheap cigarette brands) β the main feature is just swirling smoke
All of you, fucking speak with a brain
I opened a social app, and I thought I'd opened Shengmo π
By the seaside I accidentally learned whose story
So bored π and I can't sleep either
I won't ever dare again to look for someone outside the circle with a slightly bigger age gap. A reminder to young girls β listen if you're willing; if you're not, treat it as my farting. If you're in a normal relationship and want to get married, don't look for an uncle. Why would he look for someone younger? Why would he agree to be with an 18- or twenty-something girl? Because his thinking isn't normal. Why doesn't he choose someone of a suitable age to marry, and instead mixes with young girls? And why, by his thirties, hadn't he married his ex? Because those sisters couldn't stand him β couldn't stand being with such a person for a lifetime. Don't think you'll meet that exception β absolutely impossible. I'm saying so much only because I don't want any more young girls choosing uncles for relationships because of an uncle-fetish. Really don't look too much at the surface β material aspects, they'll all pretend; this kind of person can pretend for a lifetime
Sometimes I feel I should just stay inside a box β the kind that can wrap me up. Sometimes there's an illusion that I'm wrapped up very well, but when the illusion breaks, I'm still like something without skin, empty
A bunch of Ms keep coming to look at me β what for? Remember this! Sister (I) is someone you can't get
Opening a fan group, I'd even build a group myself. If boys join, one after another β is this my harem, hahahahahahaha. Suddenly my imagination opens wide β if I invite all these people out, will I die? βΊοΈ hahahahahaha so fucking exciting
Whoever lets me own a child character card β I'll love them
π This is too hard β dawn and dark clouds pressing overhead β another day of wanting to be useless
If I still can't fucking find a Master, my bedsheet will really be soaked through π
On the surface well-behaved Mouth a little cheap/defiant In the heart pure love In secret a BT (pervert)
The punishment for impulse comes so fucking fast
If you can't get black stockings or π» (breast) photos, you block and delete me β and then blame me for being naughty and disobedient, using 'free-riding'(getting things for free) to hold me firmly in your grip
Bored to exploding π
How to put it β I hope next time the bleeding point is on my butt π
I really don't understand. Many people tell me they're coming to Taichung on May Day β and then what? What's the meaning? A short-term hookup and training session, then after leaving Taichung no contact β are you looking for a Miss SM here? β I don't do short-term, I don't mess around, I don't date for training (with sex, without sex, paid β none; don't fucking come looking for me). I only look for a long-term Master ππππππππππ
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Hard-forced into entertainment π Not spending a cent, buying nothing β just companionship
Carefully counting a day's food intake, I really ate a lot. In the morning I ate a plate of assorted fried rice, then ate four chicken feet, a duck neck, half a bag of melon seeds, a cup of raw coconut latte, yangjiao mi (honeydew melon), hawthorn strips, a medium honey-mustard fried chicken, six cups of water, four buns, two bowls of soup, dried small fish, watermelon, that mushroom-and-fatty-beef little snack, yogurt, dark chocolate... Losing weight? With nobody next to me supervising, I simply can't lose it! Can't lose it! How can my stomach show off this much stuff π
The doctor stuck two fingers into my mouth and I actually had strange thoughts...
Neat and chubby little jiojio (feet)
The funniest thing I've heard in the last two days is, a certain man asked a certain woman, how long have you been in this circle? The woman: about twenty minutes
Can I crash into a wall and pass out right now and then wake up right on time at eight o'clock πππ
Me in the daytime: if I stay up late again I'm a πΆ Me at 5 a.m.: little πΆ probably stay up late too, right
The heart is dirty, so everything it sees is dirty
Ten days ago I was 138 jin; ten days later I'm 128 jin πΆ I haven't really eaten for two days, and I'm not hungry, just no appetite. I exercise every day too. Getting back down to 100 jin isn't a dream β looking forward to when I'm back at 100 jin
Suffocating to death, just directly suffocating to death. Where do I solve my physiological needs β oh heaven, oh earth β since entering this circle, when have I ever had this worry π It's killing me
In light of my previous post, let me state here again: no matter how pent up I get, I won't casually date people β no dating for training, no short-term play, no takeout (one-night stands), no blind boxes, no paid β none! I hope the ugly ones, the old ones, and those with abnormal brains will know the difficulty and back off
They're all fucking oddballs
You always have to do something, right Drink alcohol, smoke, write a poem, or even have a relationship Life is full of clever traps everywhere We always have to choose some kind of 'drug' to relieve the pain
Such a good 'di' bestie (closest bestie)
Sometimes I really don't know what I'm thinking. An S gave me no emotional value, no transfers either. When I'm uncomfortable and sad, where are they β every single damn one of them counts. I don't even hope for how rich β what I've always said is: accompany me, accompany me a little longer. I know that the moment it starts it's a countdown. Just slow it down β just accompany me, that's all. They can't do it; none of them can do it
This woman has gone crazy
What is my brain thinking all day long If Jesus and Goddess NΓΌwa combined Would they be the strongest mixed-blood? Would it be a snake or a person β would they have compassion for all living beings, or prefer playing with mud
The once-a-year rope-art festival for practicing M
I want Daddy to choke my neck. I like being controlled in his hands with the strength to struggle, probably lightly curling trembling fingertips around Daddy's hand. I like it when, while my breathing is strangled, my gaze never moves away from Daddy's eyes either. Even though the pain brought by ZhiXi (suffocation) blurs even my consciousness, I don't struggle. Little πΆ will always trust Daddy, believe that no matter what, Daddy will take good care of me and won't let little πΆ get hurt Pain mingled with pleasure, writhing β suffocating and painful, yet firmly gazing at Daddy
Hard objects pierce soft tissue and accompany me all my life. I will always love all my piercings. Until I die they will never leave β they will always belong only to me
Tired and twitching β worked overtime all night, I feel like I can almost see my soul
Annoyed
Red-egg leader! Can't you just directly say we start work on the 9th! I came to the company and found only six people
I just want to be treated like a child
I hate rain
3iatlas, can't you hurry up and come over β I'm tired of living
When I was in school, your name was hidden in my textbooks After work, the tip of my pen still habitually writes down your name
I want to drink hot milk with sugar
I want to hammer the nail back in... π
I also want to be love-brained, but men nowadays can't fool me. I'm also very troubled β I even want to teach them a couple of tricks