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Based in: South Korea Β· Busan. Give me a chance, to bring you a smile Taken (has an owner) Height 158cm Weight 56kg Scorpio
InterestsHeavy / Experienced / 7β10 yrs
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Dynamics
I covet that kind of moment β I don't need to be any identity, I don't need to be myself, just a mass of emptied, indescribable emotion.
Listen to the wind, listen to the rain Watch the snow, watch the moon Watch the neon lights outside the window flicker Watch vehicles and pedestrians hurry by
In university I read Wang Xiaobo's 'The Golden Age' and learned of 'SM (Si Mu)', and entered the circle from this. There are many causes: building intimate relationships, being paid attention to and controlled, completely opening oneself and being accepted feels free. I like punishment (though I can't take a beating wellπ₯Ή), I enjoy the sense of pain β there's a feeling of release, and also a broken feeling of using pain to please my master β I super love it. And then kiss, hug, lift high, adorn (this is an example) β broadly referring to having love β then it's perfect.
Don't slide toward the dark side Believe in yourself (ΰΉβ’Μγ β’Μ)Ωβ§
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Clearly watching myself muddle through
All things will deceive you, but pizza won't β pizza only has 6 slices, 8 slices, 12 slices, no 7 slices.
Time is actually very fair. Through time, the people you love, the people you hate, will all become ghost shadows, walking back and forth in memory for no reason. βγYoung Babylonγ
In the morning I saw others' sweet daily life If you ask what I want I want to never be separated It can be painful But not the pain of being liable to be abandoned at any time
Today I'm in a damn good mood Still don't want to memorize books Sisters, can you lend me your S to use Half a year is enough
Take in a male m Rainbow-fart (excessively) praise me every day
On the surface it's foul with chaos There are still many people outside the public eye Meeting, seriously dating Believe, but never be hot-blooded again No one should, hanging an S title, Stand higher than an M
Today I still didn't open a book Tomorrow who will supervise my studying
Life is dull and tasteless, toads comment on humans People have joys and sorrows, separations and reunions; oxen and horses embellish life
Want to talk nonsense, yet there's nothing to say So I said this nonsense sentence This one counts too
Don't think, be a brainless ** Gather my not-much brainpower to use for reading books
Someone recommended I buy a kettlebell, and I immediately thought 'poor students have lots of stationery' β I already have quite a lot of sports equipment, but I still decisively placed the order. What if I can lose a jin with itπ
Sprinkle some cumin, wrap in lettuce β I am premium pork belly
So happy I can't sleep
Happy days pass very quickly~
Everyone is an isolated island
I seem not good at retaining profound things, strengthening them, letting them always shine in memory β leading to a barren wasteland in my memories.
There's a little πΆ who can't bear to part with its owner, about to break into pieces
Busy to have no time to lament spring and grieve autumn (^_^)π±
Dreamed of the four most important men in my life The first exists in memory β a fervent first love. The second I met while climbing a mountain. I, as if possessed, grabbed his hand, said a few words, then parted ways; no one wanted to hold on. The third is my current partner. He also reunited with his white moonlight (first love), went out, lied. I calmly chatted with his white moonlight about this matter. The fourth is hidden in the bottom of my heart, cannot be spoken aloud. Continuing to climb up β a slope of a few meters, not steep β I climbed with great difficulty, fingers digging deep into the ground for leverage, only then could I pull myself up. They were all ahead, no one held my hand. On the mountain it seemed to be a history museum, and also seemed to be a place to worship gods and Buddha β all foreign names. #FirstThingOnGettingUp#
Happy Children's Day (June 1st) Everything is suitable
If there's a next life, if I can choose, I want to be a snake β eat until I'm full, find a place to stay and slowly digest.
The seaside is funπ
Last night I dreamed I was bitten by a snake β extreme fear, couldn't outrun it so I could only fight. One poisonous, one non-poisonous. I snipped one with scissors, and was bitten with many wounds.
Stable, happy
Dream
The train took me away, farther and farther from my owner, but my heart is forever with my owner. Through my owner I confirm my identity and position in this world β all these feelings are enough for me to savor for a very, very long time.
Got a new wearable todayπ€©